is this really happening?
Is this really happening to me right now? We really ended our relationship for good. If I wasn’t being a demanding, bitchy, stubborn girlfriend sometimes, then we probably would’ve still been together. If I wasn’t pushing him that night to tell him what happen, then we probably wouldn’t break up this soon or still been together.
Sigh, so many would’ve and should’ve.. It’s too late to regret things now. You can never expect things like this to happen. like seriously, expect the unexpected. It was really really really hard to make him try to come out to even talk to me and tell me the real reason of this break up. I really do miss him.. and I tried to not cry.. but I just burst out all of my tears in front of him. “We’re still friends right? He said Sure! and tears started to fall down again.. before he left, I asked him, “Can I get one big hug?” He said, “Yeah” and we hugged. It was the longest/saddest hug ever.. because I know that will be last hug ever I will receive from him and I probably won’t see him that much anymore.. knowing that I am not going to see him anymore, and knowing that..I won’t be hearing him say I love you I miss you, bri bri, ping ping, all that cute stuff from him.. It was soooooooooooooooooooooooo hard to even imagine my self being stuck back in that situation. All I can do now is to move on.. and pray him that he’ll be good to whereever he’s going to next, which is the army… he will always be in my heart, he will (in a while) always be someone that I had really truly enjoyed spending and being time with the most (besides family). I just want to say that one last time that before it is too late.. you were truly a good boyfriend, I enjoyed spending every single minutes and seconds with you..although you have torn all the pictures away of me so that you can forget me.. but you can’t forget the memories of us.. of being together for this long.. i love you bri bri.. <3 see you soon.
再見亦是朋友 < that’s how we’re like now.
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